A place where i always come....

mememe

2010-11-08T22:13:00.001+08:00

does problems really lies on me?? who can really tell...

Pray...

2010-04-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

Knowing that my handsome kor kor is worried about me hence i decided to write this post just for him... Been thru what has happen i'm feeling regret about it.... Didn't realise that misunderstanding will ends up falls in a very deep hurt....

I'm always say no one knows what i'm thinking... Its just bec i did not speak up to anyone.... Ends up i hurt myself just bec i bottled up in my heart and let it go by hurting myself.... Till yesterday i thought everything is settle but it did not... Mummy had just bec of the past ignore me since few weeks ago.... Its a hard time for me as i need to face her like nothing happens... In fact my heart is very very painful... To me everyone thinking is very important to me... Although ytd i let it out to my dearest sisters but i know things in my mom heart is not yet settle... I recieve alot of negative comments about my second half... Everyone seems like asking me to make the right choice... I did stand it up for my ownself... In fact all the unexpected stuff happens now he is much more understanding then before...

Today I had sms my parents saying i'm sorry for wad i have done... Holding back my tears to type the message while i'm working.... Maybe i'm impatient... Mom still treat me the same... Hurt is wad i'm am feeling now... I know i have let everybody down... I have learn from my mistakes please don punish me this way..... Really need a shoulder to cry on now....

Now smelling the medical oil from mom bed room knowing that she is having headache bec of me... I feel so guilty...

I'm trying to be strong but i just can't stop myself for not crying...

Pray she will talk to me

think hard

2009-07-18T22:33:00.001+08:00

wad shall i dooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have miss it.....

2009-07-18T16:17:00.001+08:00

i miss those days......

long long ago...

2009-05-17T14:04:00.004+08:00

ah ha.... not been here for very long... wad i'm up to... work, enjoy my b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l life and taking care of my little boy.

Work

Doin well... After changing my big bosses too much work which need to satisfy them e.g Reports, Excel, and Brain Storming... They wan to bring the dying dept back to this world haha... Asking ways to improve our working operation....

My B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L Life

I like... heex well if i can say this means i like with the one i'm standing now... The pamper, dote care and love have never been less before in fact its growing more and more... Love the way it is now... Though arguement will occur sometimes... But that doesn't effect our love.... I might have already met my MR RIGHT oh... Haha...

Taking.Care.Of.My.Little.Boy

My little precious is going to be 2 yrs old... Wahhhh very very fast... The growing stage for us is kind of tiring as it is a learning stage now... Naughty boy i can say... Too much pampered from my mom and dad...

done by joyce...

2008-10-26T22:38:00.004+08:00

just three flat wood

T A D A H

There goes the fairy wheel which represent how i meet joe

"goes round the circle and we meet each other again"

hey hey

2008-10-26T14:14:00.002+08:00

yeah blogging again for so looonnnggg... haha

Been busy with my work and so on... Attending course.... Rushing my work... Eat & sleep... and of cos spending time with my lovely boy...

2 more months to 2009...

So fast... and i'm going to be older again... Piang... Its damn fast...

Now i'm feeling so bored as no one is at home... Facing the four walls and watching TV shows which is so boring tooo... Wad can i do lei.... Nothing lo haha rotting and rotting and rotting...

something i would like to present to Mr JOE

2008-10-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

Miss this place

2008-08-16T22:35:00.007+08:00

missing the time when i'm sitting here to write a post... things is still the same goes on day by day... my love life is growing day by day... my work load is also growing tooo... haha its never been good since the day i join... time really won't stop for you... every min every sec counts in our life...

3rd August 2008

Kukup trip with honda stream club... Went there with papa joe, sis and bro-in-law... Is just like a kampong area where you can eat nice seafood and enjoy the scenery... i can't remember the nunber of cars drove in but is really like a stream family... although its a one day trip but is quite fun of buying FRUITS.... we actually packed durians home... haha and really make me sick of it cos the smell of it makes mi want to puke.... the next day i report sick for work... haha...

The first sun rise we had seen together

Taken by me looks like he is thinking of something

I just love the way he smile...

Joe's Princess

( look like one hor :D )the bikers we met there cooooolllll

you are my sunshine

when time goes by...

2008-07-18T21:58:00.021+08:00

Last weekend full of program lining up.... Sentosa.... Chalet @ costa sand... Its a fun trip for sentosa.... Which it have been so long since i step there from the day i have started to work....

A place which holds a memories of my dear friends which we have spent our fun days there....Craving to play volley ball but too bad my friends are not into that game very much....

After everything i went to meet papa.....

and start taking photos again....

Like this pic alot....

Shows the meaning although is shaky but we stand on a firm stage...

I just take part in a nature walk which is organise by my company...
A 7km walk from mount faber to kent ridge park...Fun and exciting i should say....Its been so long i didn't sweat that much... Its a chance for mi to excerise and keep fit....Of cos feel tiringafter the whole event.... scroll down slowly to see the beautiful pic... enjoy.....

papa actually bring food for mi cos he worry that i didn't have my proper lunch...
HE COOK LO....
first time in my life a guy cook and plus bring food for mi....
Yum Yum Delicious

Its my favourite spaghetti

The Henderson Wave

I call this Metal Bridge

Thats me on the alexandra arch

the end point.....

Alright as promise for the beautiful pictures......

...Love you ever min every sec....

Treasure...

2008-06-29T21:10:00.006+08:00

Treasure...

I feel so heart pain for my colleague... Didn't know that she got to go thru such a difficult obstacles... Her parents suffer from cancer... The worst is for her dad as he suffer kidney failure and just discover that he had cancer which is already spread to his lung and liver... When she break this news to me i swollow my tears... She cried but i can't do anything for that... I always think that i'm the one who suffer alot... Which come from my love life... On that day itself i had a fight with my bf... I was keep thinking why when i needed him the most he will not be there for me... Its kind of selfish i know... We don know wad will happen tml... Once get bitten twice shy... Its kind of a big fight for us... No one shouted at me b4 but he is the first one... I still remember wad he hav say "don tell mi u are crying now... cos i'm **** angry with the way u treating mi like a stranger..." On another side of the phone cried in silent... Not bec i'm scared as i'm not afraid of whoever... No one dare to shout at me like tat... I hanged the phone and cry out loud... Think this will be in my mind forever...

3 mth... somehow i feel that i've been too tied up by him...

He buy me gift and we celebrate...

a surprise from him... like it alot but it cost quite ex...

I don know why this few days i feel so emotional cos when i'm typing this post out i cried....

Things doesn't seems right for me...

I'm totally down

2008-06-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

I feel so sad sad totally down

Peace

2008-06-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

I wan perfect.... I need peace.... Why it always quarrel.... Hated myself till the max...

What I've Been Doin...

2008-06-05T19:56:00.009+08:00

Its been so long since i update... Well be prepared as it will be a long post....

21 May ~ 23 May 08
I went for a customer service course @ Republic of Singapore Yacht Club.... A brief description of this course... They teaches you how to communicate with a customer in a propert way... How to speak well... The do's and don't... Alot alot... Its interesting cos there is activity like role play where you got to act out a positive or negative role... Did feel abit uneasy as i got to present something in a small class which i don really know each of them... Kind of anti lar at that point of time... haaz... The place is quite far but they have a nice view.... Been eating there for 3 days yum yum... Hope i can go back for dinner one day....

Here is the pics which i had take...

....
24 May 08

YES IT'S HARLEM!!!! Meet up with Da Jie to Harlem's concert... First time in my life.... I'm having fun over there looking at him sing... And guess where we sit... Its third row counting from the front near the stage... OMG.... Which i can see him very clearly... haha super high that day... Enjoy.... Thumbs UP for him... Got to thanks my sis for bringing me there...

Take pics of him but can't really shot clearly as the spot light is tooooo BRIGHT...

25 May 08

Of cos for this day is for my Pa Pa Joe... Everytime he bring me out i will feel so excitied... Maybe is bec he trying to make the outing special and memorable for me... haha alright this day papa trying to make it romantic but i'm the one who destroy everything.... Perhaps is bec its been so long no one have bring me a romantic moment ba so thats why i'm quite slow in this..... heez pardon mi...haha

Hmmm he bring mi to Singapore River as there is an art festival show on the river goin on there... As both of us doesn't know much about art but somehow can understand la... The best thing is the fireworks... Its so beautiful... I didn't know there will be fireworks in the show it happens just like that...

28 May 08 The day b4 our 2 mths anniversary...

Papa pick me up after work and we went to clarke quay... Window shop at centre point haha... Not much shops over there kind of quiet... below pics shows i'm important to papa heex

Taste wthr the sauce is nice? Den choose one & dip.... Feed mama first haha...

Till To Date 05 Jun 08

Yeah a new look for me...

I've cut my hair SHORT....so boyish

Happy mother's day to all the mother in this world...

2008-05-12T20:35:00.006+08:00

Nothing much for this day as its just a normal day for our family... Everyday is a special day for my family... So when comes to this kind of occasion the feeling is just a normal one...

Had fun at caylan's birthday party... I've bought a tricycle for him and he loves it very much... But papa is not there to see the joy which shows on caylan's face...

Receive a bad news on this day... My beloved grand uncle have leave us ytd 2pm in indonesia... Its hard for mi to face the fact... Although we've been parted far away but i treat him just like my grandpa... He dotes me... From young i doesn't have a grandpa to dote me... He is the one and onli... A fall to take him away from this world... Rest in peace grandpa...

Papa 'N' Mama

TGIF

2008-05-10T00:28:00.005+08:00

Finally a long waiting weekend arrived been so tired for this week... Been quite busy for this week as i'm doin my duties... Got to reach office early in the morning... Got to thanks my dearest who buy mi breakfast for work... Although its only bread but it does hold a meaning there... Work have never been less for mi b4... Feel quite stress up and overloaded sometimes... Do really need someone to hear you...

Went to paya lebar for smelly toufu with my sweety Joe... Nice... As i like to eat that alot... Its smells bad but taste nice... muhahaha... After that we went to bishan for Ajisan... Wad a big eater of this JJ... heez... Happy to be with him.... Cos we laugh non stop for no reasons...

JJ @ City Hall waiting for train to Bishan...

After everthing we headed to AMK to buy present for my son... Some unhappy things happen when i was looking for the tricycle which i intend to buy for caylan... Was rushing to the shop which normally closed quite early as i was hoping that place will have the things i wanted... Walk to that shop alone cos he looks painful on his ankle so i tell him to meet me over to that place... Reach but no sign of my darling... Worried thought something happen to him... So called him up and ask him where is he... Was told he is in the toilet.... Get unhappy bec he nv notified mi... Angry.... Ended up wad he actually do is.....

To buy me this..... And he got scoldings from mi for nothing... Its meant to be surprise for mi... Sorry

Its the BIGGERS flower i ever receive.. Mother's day gift thanks papa Joe...

P/s: We had go big round and finally we found each other....

hurt hurt hurt

2008-04-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

totally down today as i thought i can enjoy my day with someone who had enlighted me... i really don know how shall i put it... I love i care but seems so hard for me to get into... i try to change things but looks like its all my fault for being a nonsense women... everything i say must be done or else i will feel very unwanted... its seems hard for me to mixed around now... not that i'm anti but most of the times i just wan the two of us to be alone and relax... its seems like i don know how to manage a relationship anymore...

for him to be mine is not a shame thing... i'm proud that i had him to be by my side... wad i need is time... ask mi not to bother wad ppl say... i will change but give mi time... i can't change in sec...

appreciate wadever he hav done for mi.... 2nd guy who knows wad i really wan... maybe i expected too much from him... bec he is too good for mi...

everytime when argument starts i feel so lost... afraid of losing again...

I have fallen in love with him really... miss him but...

Probation Over...

2008-04-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

Whats next to be going to happen... MORE WORK FOR ME!! Been waking up early for my work and really makes me very tired... Sometimes i will feel very sleepy in the middle of the day... Yeah probation is goin to end soon... Really got to thank all my senior who teaches me and guide me thru... They enlighten my day... Listen to my prob give me advises... Just like my family heez just love to be with them...

Boo Baaa

2008-03-31T19:52:00.001+08:00

Browsing thru juicy couture webby and saw this watch so damn nice...

Let go?

2008-03-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

should i just let you go? where is my happiness? no where to be found? where are u when i needed you? i just need tender loving care...

08 Mar 2008

2008-03-08T23:11:00.006+08:00

Went to his cousin's wedding....

Nothing much to write about...

Quite disappointed when he comment my dress...

Wad a day for me...

I know its a little expose....

He just don like the dress i suppose...

Waste my effort to go shop for clothes... and shoes..

End up just a word from him... Thats it....

Preparing for the dinner....

Us at the wedding dinner...

Marriage

2008-02-29T19:40:00.002+08:00

I'm not the one who going to get married... Is one of my temp staff... Its so sudden and kind of worried for her as she's only 21 this yr... They didn't get to know each other... Her family plan the engagement... Is this call love? Will she have happiness like this...

Now i marriage is a phobia for me... Its like walking towards on the other part of the life... You got to have commitment... I've always wanted to get married fast but now i'm fear of everything... With someone i'm with now... I don dare to think so far... Thinking wad kind of r/s i'm goin on.... Hurt feeling... Sometimes i feel happiness is there but times i feel i'm just a substitute... I wanted to find a guy who ae like my dad... The way he shower love to my mom is so envy... He share his prob, give in whenever my mom gets angry, make her smile when she feel lost and let her know he will be supporting her at the back even if he can't make it, let her feel that she's not alone over here... This kind of guy doesn't exist anymore...

That is call love... But not for mine... Scared to put in too much and end up push down to the floor... What is mine called den?

Yeah yeah BACK finally...

2008-02-27T18:42:00.006+08:00

Haha so happy to see him safe back to s'pore... His flight been delayed for a day kind of worried as couldn't contact him at all... At that time really don know is he safe over there feelings is up and down... Waiting makes my time very slow... Just to wait for him to come back is really taking my whole concentration away... Tats effecting my job too keep asking quest which comes from no where... Being scolded for that... But wad to do my mind is stuck somewhere... Others will say is not necessary to think so much as he will take care of himself and furthermore he is with his family... Perhaps i'm over doing it and making myself so suffering... For him will be like nothing but it matters for me... Anyway he is back... Bought some stuff for my family and me too... Wuhahaha...

My sweet hubby buy me a bee haha is a hp accessory

Bag from him hahaha hard to get this from a guy...

Goodies for my family... :)

I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!

2008-02-21T19:42:00.002+08:00

Yeah he went to japan for holiday with his dad and his sis... Although it just left 3 days of waiting for him to be back... But it seems long enough for me to go thru this week... Lots of stuff happen now a days when he is not around... My work is in a mess now... My career have just started but alot of unexpected things happen on me... Is it a good start for me? I have no idea as ppl say is good to encounter problems when u are in a learning track... Its seems tough for me over there and especially without him by my side... Although i don speak out to him on the problems i face but i feel relief whenever i met him... Just keep thinking he is my lucky star heez... Afterall he did call me up... Every night just to wait for his call... Didn't have a good sleep for this week...

I miss him so much...

For so long

2008-02-16T13:22:00.003+08:00

New year have pass... Its going to the end of feb... Reachin the 3 mths of the path... Fast... Spending the first valentine together... Special or in fact its just like a normal day... Didn't expect much... Don't wish to be disappointed... Can feel he did put in effort on this day...

Finally i've told him how i feel for this relationship which have kept in my heart for a long time... I don know wthr will he know how i feel...

Unexpected things happen ytd knowing some stuff from someone who don know how to cherish ppl around him... I won't fall into the trap again as i will know wad will happen... 4 yrs and yet he haven change for good... What the point of telling me how much he care? When i found the one i love... Trying to break up my relationship again... I don want to lose anything... Now i treasure n i cherish...

He will be the one and only in my heart... And it won't change....

Customer Service Assistant -- Domestic Bis Marketing Engineering

2008-01-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

A good start for me this yr... Didn't expect i will be able to get a position in Canon... Was thinking to leave once my contract ends or work till i'm get sick of the task there... 25 Jan 2008 is the day to convert frm a temp staff to a perm with a fix salary... I'm glad that i have the chance... Keep thinking i won't have the chace to be in this position as one of my colleage went for the interview also... Received call frm HR saying they offering the position to me which i have requested... I was puzzle at that point of time cos they given me two position Call Centre and TG Dept which i'm hired as a temp... But who knows i stay in my currect dept which is a good news for me... Happy of cos but feel bad as my colleage didn't get any position of this two... Guess she won't feel happy at all as she giving me a feeling that i snatched...

Its been a week... Picking up bits by bits frm my seniors... Having hard time figuring out the things i've learn... Had use up my lunch time trying to digest every single step that i've learn... Mistakes all over... Keep on asking quest which make them feel irrtated of me... Bec i keep repeating my quest heez...

Well feel so bless.. A new job and found someone whom i loved... Hope i won't lose anything for exchange... yeah i'm greedy...

Back... Things changed

2008-01-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

Back but this trip seems nothing... The ppl there really change... Didn't think things will be like this... It refers to my belove "Hubby" over there... Ya he got married but he change to a stranger to me... Stop talking lame jokes with us, making the whole group laugh till tears drop... Gone all gone... Just bec of his wife... I can't even stand close to him... Didn't hav a chat with him cos is a disappointment for mi or should say for the entire of the family there... In the end i lost a cousin who bring mi laughter...

Nothing much to buy over there... Bought bags, clothes and purse... Mostly shop for him... Just like tat...

Feel something is amiss somewhere... Fear come towards mi... Alot of stuff really doesn't goes well...

Am i thinking too much on the stuff i heard?
Someone told mi things about my work and my relationship... Work there will be someone backstapping mi and got to careful of wad things come out from my mouth... Relationship... Told mi things which i didn't expected... Things of my the other half done... Say if i can control his every move den it will be very good... I don think this will last long... Just waiting for the day i lose him... I don wish to lose a single things... But wads ahead i really don know...

Been smoking whenever i think about this... He always ask mi why do i smoke... Now u know why? I scared to lose things i cherish alot alot...

Time for me to leave is getting near...

2007-12-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Gonna miss alot of things over here... Haha say till like i won't come back again... Yeah its just 13 days but i will definitely miss my friends, adeline and of cos him... Had pack my stuff ya its what i expect total 7 luggages... I'm broke for this month haha left no much money in the bank... hai...

Went back to work on saturday OT... Fun but tired... Seems like everyone in the office know i'm going overseas haha... Very paiseh...

Going to miss every single things over here...

The very first pic we had for so long... But i'm the one requested.. :(

One more week to go...

2007-12-22T17:19:00.001+08:00

I still left one more week and still haven pack my luggage... Missing the food there... Think i will go side way once i'm back in s'pore... Missed my cousin and my "hubby" over there but he is the one who getting married... Sob sob... Can't believe it... But also good for him cos he already 30 plus... hmmm don know how things going over there... Very excited to this day...

Resolutions for 2008...

Looking back 2007... Wad have i done... Its simply in a mess... Now for 2008... Must plan!!!

Apply course for Diploma in HR
Apply Driving course

There is still alot more to say...

Juicy Couture

2007-12-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

Just like this stuff... But singapore doesn't have this outlet...

Leaving Soon

2007-12-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

Time really past very fast... Its going to be a month for us... Things just goes well... He have his life and i have mine... It seems too much freedom for each other... Well there will be more to come for us... I'll be leaving here soon back to indonesia... For 13 days... Its a test for us of which we will be separated to a diff country... Well hope there will be nothing happen...

Headache as caylan will be going too... And there will be alot of barang barang... Mum buy alot of clothes for them... Bringing some unwanted clothes there too and which is already in one bag... Looks like i'm going to suffer alot of scratches here and there... No count down for mi on new yr eve daddy ban mi from that cos he say got to wake up at 5am the next day piang.... Save mi please...

I have a question

2007-12-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

Where are U?

SAD

2007-12-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

Hate today's whether... Its kind of disappointed been hoping today time will pass fast but it seems meaningless... Its looks like the waiting is just a waste of my energy... Walking up and down just to see wthr it rain in the end hurt my knee is so super duper painFUL...

Although its just a small cut BUT it hurts...

Nothing to Blog abt...

2007-12-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

As usual... Work eat sleep... Life is just like a timetable wads plan for u ahead u got to follow it... Been suffering pain in my mouth for the whole week... Wisdom Tooth is coming out... Damn painful but i got to tolerate it as nothing can cure the pain... Been nagged by the ppl around me to take pain killer... But don think it will do much abt it...

Been 2 weeks and things goes quite well for us i guess... Maybe its just started but just feel a little of insecure... Do wish that things will goes well for us...

Had dinner with his family on thursday night... Kind of nervous as is a last min notice... Thought that will be going out for dinner just the two of us... But after all things still goes well... Went to his place right after dinner was unexpected also... 29th storey and the senery from there is so beautiful... Hold me back when i step out of the lift... Really hope one day my house will be like this too... Dream on ya... Unexpected things happen on this day...

That me and adeline. My working kaki... We talks alot but its all abt me.... She is a good listener... Cares for me alot too... Really had fun with her time files and i onli left one more month over there...

He's Gemini She's Scorpio

2007-11-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

When Gemini and Scorpio come together in a love affair, they'll need to learn to understand and accept one another's differences -- and if they can, they will be a nearly unbreakable couple. Where Gemini is adaptable, intellectual, outgoing and chatty, Scorpio tends to be secretive, focused, intense and determined. Gemini tends to take things lightly, including their lover; Scorpio, on the other hand, has a very deep need for emotional connection and intimacy. Scorpio is generally very loyal to their lover and very connected to the relationship.

This relationship tends to be highly passionate and can often be characterized by arguments; Gemini loves a good debate, considering it the epitome of mental stimulation, and that characteristic Gemini flirtatiousness tends to grate on Scorpio's jealous, possessive nerves. Despite these differences, however, this is no dull relationship. Both Signs love to take chances and spice it up! They have lots of adventures together, but if things get too tense and arguments start to turn negative, they must make the effort to reconcile if they value the relationship and want it to last.

祝我生日快乐

2007-11-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

I had a great day today a birthday eve... Went to kBox for celebration... Sing and sing take pictures... VIDEOs a crazy one... Haha really had fun with my sisters.... Meet Elson after the kBox session... and 2nd round again but this time round i hear him sing... The voice is nice till it touches my heart... hmmm better don say so much or else ppl will feel very high... Haha... He accompany till the day of my birthday... 1811 the story begins...(onli that someone will know wad i mean muhahaha!!!)

Hmmm time check 01:20am...

Today will be the day of celebration with my family... Hello Kitty cake coming on the way.... Hee hee hee hee... Love it... What a wonderful day today... Muackz muackz muackz...

There this is my cake.... Feel so happy on this day haha... And all my wishes come true... My sister drive over to changi village just to buy ayam penket for me ("a kind of malay chicken rice")... The weather is not very friendly as rain heavily... Went to prawn village haha... here are some pictures of what happen over there hee...

This is how that place look like...

Sister complaining why she have NONE

Awaiting of the prawn dad is kind of patience.. He is the campion of the day...

My brother just reach and he got 3 in a roll... This is the 1st

Aidan ways of catching prawns...All u need is just standing there and communicate with the prawn "DADA" got hook...Next is to shout “钓到了。钓到了。”and wait for ppl to help you... Last step is to RUN AWAY!!!

Daddy I Love You

2007-11-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Daddy wakes up early just to prepare this for me... Its touch me alot... My tears even drop when i'm eating it... Its a surprise which given by my mom and my dad.... They know i like surprises... Heez... They let me know they care for me... I send a message to thanks my dad... He replied me that " its okay Happy Birthday" really really very touch and my eyes full with tears.... I'm so fortunate to have this family... I love U Loy family....

so sick

2007-11-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

Having flu since monday... Till now it get worse... Went home in the afternoon today... The feeling is terrible on and off.... Omg it going to be my day and i fall sick... Damn sian... I had a bad dream ytd... It was my ex the dream seems real.... And now the whole day i was thinking about the past how he take care of mi when i'm sick... Although it already past and things got to be put aside but sometimes thinking back the memories we had been together is memorable... Well things going to change for me... As for me now just hoping my guy will comes by one day...

Well my family going to celebrate with me on the actual day itself unexpected guest will be invited i also don know why.... Maybe they feel that i still have them and i'm not alone at all... However i just feel this day is just a normal day... So much things happen for me and really feel nothing can be done.... Da jie tells me not to think negatively but the issue is if nothing happens i won't be like in this state... I know there are alot of ppl care for mi my family and my friends... But some of the things got to use my strength to fight... I'm down for one... Don worry one day a new me will born... Just give me time to prove it... Time will show me the path... lalala~ wad i'm talking about...Haizzzz....

So sad cannot touch baby because i'm sick......huhuhuhu

dot dot dot

2007-11-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

Too much things happen for this week or maybe this 2 mths... On and off goes like that... Come and go... Although the hurt doesn't seems painful at all but life still got to goes on... Learning that this world have all sort of ppl... Its including me too... I won't say i'm a good person...

1811 hope this day won't come although my friend will accompany thru this day but its hurt when this day come... Things from the past come into my mind for this day... Hope this day won't come at all...

this week....

2007-10-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

Dinner out with ying last sunday at suki yuki ... The 99 cents sushi but very limited only... Not bad very fresh... Had my fav chicken udon heez and ying her curry chicken... Yum yum makes me drip now... Hope can go there with bi..... haha..... okay picuture time.....

yum yum udon QQ

doremon favourite

my favourite toooo chawamushi

Hari Raya goodies from my colleague... Boss gave this to me Sweeet....

My BED... My LOVE...

2007-09-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

Cool... I have a new bed woooohoooo haha waiting for this day make me so excited finally... This day have come... Have pack my room nice nice and welcome my bed in... Below pic shows how my bed look like haha pretty...