Monday, November 8, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Pray...
Knowing that my handsome kor kor is worried about me hence i decided to write this post just for him... Been thru what has happen i'm feeling regret about it.... Didn't realise that misunderstanding will ends up falls in a very deep hurt....
I'm always say no one knows what i'm thinking... Its just bec i did not speak up to anyone.... Ends up i hurt myself just bec i bottled up in my heart and let it go by hurting myself.... Till yesterday i thought everything is settle but it did not... Mummy had just bec of the past ignore me since few weeks ago.... Its a hard time for me as i need to face her like nothing happens... In fact my heart is very very painful... To me everyone thinking is very important to me... Although ytd i let it out to my dearest sisters but i know things in my mom heart is not yet settle... I recieve alot of negative comments about my second half... Everyone seems like asking me to make the right choice... I did stand it up for my ownself... In fact all the unexpected stuff happens now he is much more understanding then before...
Today I had sms my parents saying i'm sorry for wad i have done... Holding back my tears to type the message while i'm working.... Maybe i'm impatient... Mom still treat me the same... Hurt is wad i'm am feeling now... I know i have let everybody down... I have learn from my mistakes please don punish me this way..... Really need a shoulder to cry on now....
Now smelling the medical oil from mom bed room knowing that she is having headache bec of me... I feel so guilty...
I'm trying to be strong but i just can't stop myself for not crying...
Pray she will talk to me
I'm always say no one knows what i'm thinking... Its just bec i did not speak up to anyone.... Ends up i hurt myself just bec i bottled up in my heart and let it go by hurting myself.... Till yesterday i thought everything is settle but it did not... Mummy had just bec of the past ignore me since few weeks ago.... Its a hard time for me as i need to face her like nothing happens... In fact my heart is very very painful... To me everyone thinking is very important to me... Although ytd i let it out to my dearest sisters but i know things in my mom heart is not yet settle... I recieve alot of negative comments about my second half... Everyone seems like asking me to make the right choice... I did stand it up for my ownself... In fact all the unexpected stuff happens now he is much more understanding then before...
Today I had sms my parents saying i'm sorry for wad i have done... Holding back my tears to type the message while i'm working.... Maybe i'm impatient... Mom still treat me the same... Hurt is wad i'm am feeling now... I know i have let everybody down... I have learn from my mistakes please don punish me this way..... Really need a shoulder to cry on now....
Now smelling the medical oil from mom bed room knowing that she is having headache bec of me... I feel so guilty...
I'm trying to be strong but i just can't stop myself for not crying...
Pray she will talk to me
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
long long ago...
ah ha.... not been here for very long... wad i'm up to... work, enjoy my b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l life and taking care of my little boy.
Work
Doin well... After changing my big bosses too much work which need to satisfy them e.g Reports, Excel, and Brain Storming... They wan to bring the dying dept back to this world haha... Asking ways to improve our working operation....
My B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L Life
I like... heex well if i can say this means i like with the one i'm standing now... The pamper, dote care and love have never been less before in fact its growing more and more... Love the way it is now... Though arguement will occur sometimes... But that doesn't effect our love.... I might have already met my MR RIGHT oh... Haha...
Taking.Care.Of.My.Little.Boy
My little precious is going to be 2 yrs old... Wahhhh very very fast... The growing stage for us is kind of tiring as it is a learning stage now... Naughty boy i can say... Too much pampered from my mom and dad...
Work
Doin well... After changing my big bosses too much work which need to satisfy them e.g Reports, Excel, and Brain Storming... They wan to bring the dying dept back to this world haha... Asking ways to improve our working operation....
My B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L Life
I like... heex well if i can say this means i like with the one i'm standing now... The pamper, dote care and love have never been less before in fact its growing more and more... Love the way it is now... Though arguement will occur sometimes... But that doesn't effect our love.... I might have already met my MR RIGHT oh... Haha...
Taking.Care.Of.My.Little.Boy
My little precious is going to be 2 yrs old... Wahhhh very very fast... The growing stage for us is kind of tiring as it is a learning stage now... Naughty boy i can say... Too much pampered from my mom and dad...
Sunday, October 26, 2008
done by joyce...
just three flat wood
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T A D A H
There goes the fairy wheel which represent how i meet joe
"goes round the circle and we meet each other again"
hey hey
yeah blogging again for so looonnnggg... haha
Been busy with my work and so on... Attending course.... Rushing my work... Eat & sleep... and of cos spending time with my lovely boy...
2 more months to 2009...
So fast... and i'm going to be older again... Piang... Its damn fast...
Now i'm feeling so bored as no one is at home... Facing the four walls and watching TV shows which is so boring tooo... Wad can i do lei.... Nothing lo haha rotting and rotting and rotting...
Been busy with my work and so on... Attending course.... Rushing my work... Eat & sleep... and of cos spending time with my lovely boy...
2 more months to 2009...
So fast... and i'm going to be older again... Piang... Its damn fast...
Now i'm feeling so bored as no one is at home... Facing the four walls and watching TV shows which is so boring tooo... Wad can i do lei.... Nothing lo haha rotting and rotting and rotting...
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Meanings of Tulip
Is generally perfect love. Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance. Red tulips are most strongly associated with true love, while purple symbolizes royalty. The meaning of yellow tulips has evolved somewhat, from once representing hopeless love to now being a common expression for cheerful thoughts and sunshine. White tulips are used to claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness. Variegated tulips, once among the most popular varieties due to their striking color patterns, represent beautiful eyes.
